May 1st, 2009
|09:05 pm - Art School|
The most ridiculous school besides business school is art school.
I am incredibly tired of theorizing and philosophizing about everyone's work in my absurd drawing class. To be fair, I love my teacher. He is a genuine person. Hilarious and unique. But if I have to hear one more "artist" (I honestly feel that calling yourself an artist subtracts from the meaning) ramble on about their unimportant "work" any longer, I might punch someone in the face. Since when does "established art" mean a 100 page analysis must accompany it? What the fuck? So many of them are just trust fund babies - able to live in a world exempt from life's burdens. It honestly makes me sick. Also, most of them were rejected in high school and now channel that rejected energy into rejecting everyone else's work here. Sitting in an "art critique" is quite possibly the most pointless thing I have done here at NYU.
You don't need to go to art school to make something meaningful. I'm tired of the endless monologues that artists provide alongside their work. Why can't your work speak for itself? I, personally, like art that can stand alone. Something that creates its own space. I like color. I like the way paint and charcoal feel. I like creating something beyond definition. Something resting in my subconscious. I'll leave it at that, thanks.
August 13th, 2008
|02:45 pm - Peace|
I only have two weeks until I'm back in New York and I am finally at peace. Everything cleared up with Pat. I've just kind of learned to let little things go and not dwell on them so much, and I can tell how much this is positively impacting my relationship. He is so much happier and I love seeing that. I'm ready to take on new classes and a new job back at school but I am going to miss summer terribly. I've grown so used to seeing him everyday and getting to sleep side by side every night and I am going to miss it. It's not gone forever though. I just need to get back to school and work hard so that I can one day make those moments happen everyday. Maddie is coming to visit me tomorrow in Jacksonville!!! I'm so excited to see her and show her around town. Cheers.
December 24th, 2006
|04:42 pm - 2006 Survey|
I searched for an amazing end of the year survey, and the best one I could find is the same one Anna already filled out. So, I decided to do the same, for what we know so peacefully as closure to one hell of a year.
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Current Music: the strokes - you only live once
September 19th, 2006
|11:29 pm - [taken from nintendosongs]|
comment and tell me something, anything.
tell me your biggest secret, worst fear, what you ate for lunch. tell me what you really think of me. post a funny picture, a sad picture, or both. tell me how your day was. give me your life story. get something heavy off of your chest. i don't care what, just tell me anything. it doesn't matter if you're on my friends list or not. COMMENT ANNONYMOUSLY. IP addresses aren't logged.
July 28th, 2006
|01:40 am - [chapter 2]|
time for a new beginning.
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